📖✨ 12.19.2023 ~ “I am so stupid. Like seriously Ruth, how old are you & you’re still dealing with this... Why?! You need to stop & you need to stop right now.” That’s where I’m at right now. I am begging God to have Grace & Mercy on me, like seriously, “Jesus help me”. I’m not an overall “bad person”. I’ve tried so hard to “crucify the flesh” ( Galatians 5:16-26 ) I am very proud of myself because in many aspects of my daily lifestyle, I have & I actively do. But...then there’s all of that other stuff... One of my goals for the next year is to Rant more , lol. Is that setting myself up for people to think negatively of me? Um, yeah. I know the drill, “This chick is whack! Who is she even talking to? This is crazy. Bye sucka!” LOL! I totally get it. No hard feelings. It’s The Truth. I am completely insane. We cool yo. Do yo thang gurl. Your Show must go on. Some people have i...